Feb 16, 2005
Anticipation

I saw how your eyes sparkled when I said it.  That hesitant anticipation of what could be, masked behind an iron wall of apathy.  Every molecule of your being aligned and it's magnetic pull drew me. 

I, hiding behind a faulty mask of my own, felt my defenses fall.  Just for a moment, I felt hope, desire and love rise within me in a anticipated dance of disreguard.

Will the love for your family and the loyalties duely tied, bind you to loneliness; when the focus of your very soul's desire stands an arm's length away?

Will we ever put an end to this game, this ediquette and finally embrace - unashamed and unhindered?

The yearning for your sweet kisses.  The silent seduction of our involuntary thoughts and dreams.  When will our spirits be unfettered, that they may glide into completion?

All these emotions, thoughts, desires and hopes for a future together were torn from our hearts; rent in two by what chains us to this solitude. 

Will we ever be freed from this prision?  Or are we forever bound by loyalties, vows and pretense? 

I want you.  I need you.  I love you... 

Posted at 11:33 am by Saphfirestorm
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Feb 14, 2005
Eternal Cycle

Eternal Cycle

Matron's Mind
And Harlet's Soul
Body of a Goddess
Strong and Bold

Boyish Charm
And Man's Physic
Passionate Stare
Filled with Heat

Forest Echos
With Desire
Drenched in Sin
Emblazoned Pyre

Wild Splendor
Seasons Change
As they Part
They Know No Shame

Water Fades
From Lake to Ocean
An Eternal Cycle
Of Thier Devotion

Posted at 08:04 am by Saphfirestorm
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Feb 11, 2005
Days of Innocence

Days of Innocence

I remember how we used to touch
In the days of innocence
Everything was so brand new
Every sensation was intense

My body would stir just thinking of you
My heart would race with a kiss
My spirit would shake when I looked in your eyes
These are the things I miss

Our first love was an endless bond
We sailed that ship for years
Always to revisit the innocence
Before the fog would clear

I miss you so much now
As these days and years go by
Knowing the innocence has been lost
When upon it we used to fly

Though our path ways may never cross
That sacred time again
I am blessed to have the memories
That will last until the end.

Posted at 08:15 am by Saphfirestorm
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Feb 10, 2005
Loneliness

Loneliness

Loneliness drips from my heart
Filling a lake of unrequited desire
Longing to be touched, kissed and loved
I set this lake on fire

Lava flows from within
Liquified passion courses through my viens
Engulfing and devouring my lovers
Within it's sinful flames

But these men are just a dream
A fantasy fulfilled
For in my stark reality
My fires have been killed.

Posted at 11:59 am by Saphfirestorm
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Spiral Witness

Spiral Witness

This is
My Spiral Witness
You Are
My Fallen Angel
I Pray
For Breath Eternal
And The Desire
To Be Entangled

Posted at 11:58 am by Saphfirestorm
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Sapphire Blues

Sapphire Blues

Smokey rooms
Burnt out dreams
Ashes lay beneith

Indigo
Forever knows
The lonely side of me

Posted at 11:57 am by Saphfirestorm
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Only Thorns Remain

Only Thorns Remain


As a rose with thorns
spindling 'round a fence
Ivy embracing tight
Thy roots are strong and deep
Thy petals warm and bright

Tears of mourning
rest upon your face
As thy heart is pierced and pained
For once the blooms have opened wide
Only thorns remain

Posted at 11:55 am by Saphfirestorm
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Break My Heart

Break My Heart

Take the time to break my heart
It's worth the pain to hear you sing
Break my heart, my love, my dear
Breath life into these shattered wings

Sanctioned from a rainy day
These tears of mine, let them lay
Touch me lightly, soft and dear
Mend my soul with fragile spear

When evening falls, so do I
So quick the sun does set
Take the time to break my heart
And cast off these regrets

The distance has such sights unseen
Behold, a dance in fettered dreams
Withhold the truth, withhold the facts
It's damn near destined not to last

Betwix the circumstance and fear
I humbly bow, my heart is clear
I'll try to fly, try to dance
If you'll give me half a chance

Take the time to break my heart
I ask, I choose, I plead
For behind this iron mask
Is someone that you need.

Posted at 11:54 am by Saphfirestorm
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My Only One

My Only One

My only one
The truth despise
If youth is weak
Then age is wise

I see within you
The need to fly
Then go, dear friend
As I cry

And if the Ancients
Choose to hold
A binding spell
To will, to know

Then I will stay silent
and dare to believe
That some day soon
You'll be with me...

Posted at 11:52 am by Saphfirestorm
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Froze

Frozen

The time has passed
And you are gone
My heart you took
My treasure - none

The cold rips through me
Like a metal beam
My tears freeze up
As I muffle my scream:

"Just don't leave!
Please come home!
I can't do this
On my own!"

Too little too late
or so the saying goes.
I loved, I lost,
I froze...

Posted at 11:51 am by Saphfirestorm
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Welcome to Love and Heartbreak

There's many emotions that are involved with love and loss. There's joy/sadness, desire/lust, anticipation and disappointment. When triggered, these emotions overflow and take on a life of thier own.

Some of you are blessed to keep love close. Some of you have cursed it for tearing you apart.

Here, in this blog, are my emotions, experiences and/or my interpretation of what I have seen.

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